Trapped

72 hours. 2 break ups. 2 patch ups. 2 taxi rides. Unlimted phone calls and smses. Infinite tears.

I want to shout!

I feel so trapped.

Between the devil and the deep blue sea.

Nothing comes out from my throat. Muted.

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You are not a bad girl. I have always defended you. I told my friends your actions was because you love me. It pains me to see you like that. So helpless. Crying into the phone. You have been nice to me. You have been a great girlfriend.

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I am tired. i am so jaded. My heart breaks and dies a bit everytime it happens.

Lets stick with our decision.

 

sidenote: army seems like a breeze so suddenly.