"I just love e way we connect.
I'm drawn towards it, and you yourself.
I look up to you.
Your cute antics amuse me.
Your eyes speak volumes.
And you know how to treat a girl right.
And i can talk to you bout anything and everything.
So i wish i could be in your arms.
I wish time didnt play a trick on us.
I wish for e day i can call you my boy officially.
Till happily after."
~0235
"I'm experiencing insomnia though i'm tired. Sigh. I miss you. I don't know since when i started to anticipate our meetups. Whenever i hear honks, car beeping sounds from below when i'm lying on my bed awake, i cant help but ask myself if it's you giving a surprise visit. There was one night it became quite bad
i was resting my head on my folded arms at my kitchen window, looking out to e carpark.
And on those nights, e sessions would end off w my grown-up self speaking to the child within." Go sleep ba. dont think so much."
~0136
The thought has come before, but i have always dismissed it. It seems like its unavoidable.
When 2 persons have given everything for you.
And yet you cannot reciprocate in equal terms.
You end up hurting both and damning yourself to hell.
Who will answer the prayer for someone who do not deserve to be salvaged?
If there should be pain, let the pain be on me. Spare them of the agony.
